Upset

I am very upset certainly. Things are getting out of hand, and coupled with few other issues, I have reached my limit.

Fighting very hard to hold back the tears here. Ought to be smacked for being so weak. Ought to be slapped for not being able to stand tall... To crumple is the last thing I should allow myself...

However, "this shall pass"... This I know... I should chant this till it sinks in all the way and become a reality.