The Card and My thots

When I thought I have rationalised everything
Concluding that it is alright and ok
Only to realise that a card had evoked the obscured feelings
This is one of those times where I overestimate myself
I am sometimes weaker and more vulnerable than I thought

Then again feelings, evaluations, assessments not that I do not have
In fact my conversations may be much louder than many people
But focus on the bigger picture and be rational is what I choose and kept telling myself
Such choices may not make life easier for me
Yet I should do what's best... (or so I hope)
All things happen for a reason - it's a journey for me to accept, learn, shift and grow

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