Only left a week!

Standard Chartered Marathon 2009 in 7 days time..
Once again, I never train enough or hard (but what’s new!?)
3 weeks without running when preparing for and in NZ…
Came back and realised I struggled to run a decent distance.
Started trying to do more intensive (means 3x a week. ha!) last-minute training for the past 3 weeks…
Cramping some runs in between weekdays after work (and I have been working much later than before ok!!)
But what difference can I make in such a short time? *shrug*
Now praying that weather will be great next Sun morning. Not hot please! Cloudy will be the best.
And hope I will not finish the run like a snail… Fingers crossed.

Recently...

A complete nightmare after two weeks of fun and enjoyment at NZ. In gist:

Mode: Busy, trying to adapt in new job role
Mood: Stressed, gloomy, uptight
Brain: Struggling hard to learn, adapt and apply
Difficulty Level: Very tough!
Patience: Trying to have it with myself
Distractions: Many, both at work and personal but generally ignore cos no time
Any Breakdown: Yes
Any Breakthrough: Still waiting
Distinctions to Stick to: 100% is possible 100% of the times?!
What’s Next: “The only way out is through”… “I choose this stretch”…

Bless me. I just need to make it.